It's All Related

Little Miss may be coming home soon.  

Got the text last night and told her she can stay 

As long as she needs.  

What else could I do?

It's all related.

Too stressed out.  

I wanted a cigarette soooo badly last night.  

It's all related.

Almost cried several times today.  

choked back sobs, A single tear.

It's all related.

I learned to play Sullivan Street on guitar today.

Take the way home.

It's all related.

I'm on day two of a three day system purge.  

Totally straight-edge and barely any food.

It's all related.

Last Tuesday would have been 

My eighth wedding anniversary.

It's all related.

I keep trying to remember

Never promise anything again.

It's all related.

I forced myself to eat lunch today and I am 

almost positive that I'm about to vomit it back up.

It's all related.

I just almost cried again while writing this

Maybe this is getting too personal, even for me.

It's all related.

Occasionally at work I weep openly.

Tears silently stream down my cheeks.

Sometimes people notice but no-one ever says anything.

It's all related.

When I was a child, I fell in a river.

I only held on by a little tuft of grass.

If no-one had come, I would have drowned, but

I never cried out for help.

It's all related.

I do feel better for writing it all down.

It's almost everything I need.

Yeah.  It's all related.